Trigger Warning: SELF HARM
So I’m off to a shaky start. I planned to answer some asks last night, but I kind of had a bit of a break down. This is incredibly unlike me, and I have no idea what triggered it, but I had one.
I got in last night from my boyfriend’s house feeling glum and anxious. For no particular reason. I also had an urge to self harm, for no particular reason. So, I told my boyfriend that I wanted to hurt myself. He was dealing with his own stuff last night (although he admitted that he thought what I was going through was worse) so it took over half an hour of begging for help from him. By the time he finally decided to try and help with the situation though, I was a mess. I was sobbing, hyperventilating and my leg had felt my fury.
So, by the time everything was over with, I was tired, sad, angry and regretful. Definitely not the mood I should be in to answer your questions/give advice.
But I’m much better today and will be answering some asks! I guess this is all part of the recovery process. I’m just gonna do what I can and take each day as it comes.
Since I have co-op until 4pm, I’ll start answering questions after that!
Hope you’re all having a lovely day.